ch-ch-ch-ch-changes.

It looks like there's a rash of bloggers hanging up their hats. I have to confess I'm starting to feel it too. Perhaps there's a desire to just retire this blog and start another. I've strayed so far from my original subject matter, this blog hasn't been about alcohol for quite some time. I'm glad that is the case, there's nothing worse than singing the same old song over and over, with nothing new. Change is good. In my case, change has been amazing.

I haven't felt like writing much. I haven't even been writing in my regular journal. True to form, when I'm content and happy I have nothing to say. I still have ups and downs of course, but for the most part things are very good in my life right now.

I can still look back to April of 2006, when I decided I had a serious alcohol problem and took steps to address that. April of 2009 had me starting an emotional affair with a co-worker, completely upside down in my head. Here it is almost April 2010 and hubby and I are still working on our relationship but we've made such huge strides in the right direction I can't even believe I almost left him. That would have been a horrible mistake, and again, somehow we made it through to the other side of things.

I found a website where you can download your blog into a book format and they will print and ship it to you for a fee. Viola! I can print my blog and then delete the whole thing. My "journal" has been left open on the Internet this whole time, it even has places you can comment on what you read. It feels like it's time to close up the journal and go live my life.

I may have a couple more posts in me. Maybe I can make it an even 600 posts. I think this April will find me in the midst of more changes, good ones.